The past couple of weeks i have been down in the dumps....not literally, although i have to pass through the city's biggest one on commute to my office every single day. I havent been able to identify why or what was causing this to me. And to make things worse, whatever i tried doesnt seem to bring me out of it.
Ya sure, i have been putting on a mask and acting as though things are fine, which they actually are.( remember i told you i dont know what was making me this way ). But the feel continues. Got so fed up with it, i decided i needed to do something to snap out of this.
Then i decided that the best way to come out of this was turn to what used to be my passion - WRITING (even now sometimes i claim that the tense is present and not past). Then i continued to think some more ( ya i know, very dangerous stuff, this thinking ). Just starting out on another post or another poem is pretty much run-of-the mill and i didnt want to do that. I wanted to embark on something new. Something that will excite me ( since i am not very sure my posts excite any of the meager following that i have). I decided to embark on a novel. A novel delivered differently. To call it a novel would indeed be a novel idea, since i am planning to do it over my blog. One chapter a day.
This is probably going to be my biggest literary venture to date. I have started aplenty but always ran out of steam. ( and i am still not sure if this would also be of a similar nature). So it is upto you my following to blow some fire up my a** and give me the steam to complete this....
so without adieu ...my novel , one short chapter at a time...
2 comments:
Why so many Brackets? You trying hard to tell yourself something or make sure it enter the mindsof block headed readers like me :) Waiting to read the novel, I know that's something you passionately want to do and I wish you all the very best!
Sure will blow some fire up your a** and give you the steam to complete this... and remember you said that and not me :D
The brackets are typically things i say out in my mind but dont want to say out loud...although i end up doing that only :)
thanks viji..its been my passion not for the sake of publicity but just to see if i have the gonads to go through the entire process...you know me..JALB..remember though there is never smoke without fire...in this case if the fire comes in large quantities i will just have to take a smoke break..lol
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