my sincerest apologies for not being active for some time... life hasn't been interesting enough or free enough for me to record the happenings here...but i am back...if not with a bang atleast with a slight whimper.
life has not been very easy these past few weeks..a rather mundane lifestyle..drowned by the monotonous routine of office - home - office....followed by even more despicably dull weekends...throw in a rather platonic birthday...( yeah yeah a couple of weeks back was my B'day)... a recent fight with my sibling and the end result is what is right now before this screen typing it all out.
But one good thing out of this exercise is that it got me to thinking. Is the reason my life so boring because of me or because of what is being expected of me. For eg. my awake time at home is something that is suitable for analysis.
I get to spend about 6 working hours...two or three in the night and s couple in the morning. The max of this time is spent gawking at the tv at either Frasier or Two and Half Men, my fav funny serials. So in order to break out of this i bought myself a PS3... this is the first expensive thing i got for myself after joining the job in almost six months.
what should i have done in this case. should i have been trying to make myself happy and be guilt free at the purchase( which iam right now) or should i feel for the purchase that i did this.... those of you who say that what i did was wrong
hypocrisy hs become the bane of my life...i dont mind it....but just for once atleast i would like it to be in my favor...
as my alltime fave quote goes..."i dont mind injustice .... just that i want it to be unjust in my favor "
ciao for now....( trust me.... what started as a whimper is now a roar)
I am up and about
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